demonic dream last morning

well i get nightmares and stuff. my blog gives up the details. so like last night's nightmare was especially bad. i dreamt that i was in my old house that i grew up in. EVERY single time i have a dream of that damm house its always not good. this time it was killer horrible man. i was trapped in the house, it was a modified version of it, but definitely that old house. i was holding a miniature tank of noz (i used to abuse that stuff when i was doin drugs)...it was just like the one i used to own, electric blue in color and everything, except it was the size of like a football or something, and it had all kinds of gauges and knobs and stuff. sometimes it would let out some noz and i would try to fix the knobs and stuff.

but the whole house was a horror scene, it was ugly and grimy and like everything was made of some kind of organic human junk. i had this unholy terror and i was running from room to room trying to escape. i managed to get to the backyard and there were people out there and i saw one guy stare into like a shed...so i went in there and it was filled with bloody dead bodies stacked all over the place. it was so disgusting, i cant even describe. i was in complete shock and just pure horror. i stumbled outside and was still trying to escape and i look back and someone is dragging a giant see-through plastic back filled with naked bloody dead bodies, he was tugging and tugging but the weight of the bodies was making it hard. i had a thought that i dont think ill ever be the same just for seeing what i was seeing.

then i woke up, and man was i scared, i had a feeling something was near. i didnt know what to do, i started drifting back to sleep and sorta testing the waters, ya know. i was getting that scary demonic feeling so i would force myself back awake. so somewhere in between, i suddenly saw a dark shape of a figure and darkness was all around it, and i had that unholy terror fill me up, and then it said, "why do you want it for them to find me out?" i dont know if thats bad grammar, but thats what it said. and then it was gone. well, today im supposed to go see a doctor to get some medication, i dont know if it was referring to that. its all in my blog. but damm i was freakin scared man, like really. that dream, i didnt explain it well, but it was a lot darker and more evil than usual, and that dark figure...i was scared. so i called a couple people but only got voicemail. so i called my brother and he prayed for me on the phone, and it really did help. i was able to get a lil peace from it and fall asleep.

i hate demons.